Thursday, August 30, 2012

age of worry


Close your eyes and clone yourself
Build your heart an army
To defend your innocence
While you do everything wrong
Don't be scared to walk alone
Don't be scared to like it
There's no time that you must be home
So sleep where your darkness falls
Alive in the age of worry
Smile in the age of worry
Go wild in the age of worry
And sing Worry, why should I care?
No your fight is not within
Yours is with your timing
Dream your dreams but don't pretend
Make friends with what you are
Give your heart then change your mind
You're allowed to do it
Cause God knows it's been done to you
And somehow you got through it
Alive in the age of worry
Rage in the age of worry
Sing out in the age of worry
And sing Worry, why should I care?
Rage in the age of worry
Act your age in the age of worry
And sing Worry, get out of here!

I love this new song by John Mayer.  Worry - why should I care?

Obviously I am a worrywart by nature.  Lately the things to worry about have been piling up.  Today my Honda was vibrating violently and spewing out white smoke and the radiator and reservoir were completely empty of coolant.  Hmm - I know what that means - yup, blown head gasket!  I've been down this road before.  I swear I am not spending another penny on this car anymore.  This is it.  I ain't gonna worry about it - if the auto shop will fix it under warranty, fine.  If not, I'm just gonna find a way to get rid of it, hopefully in exchange for a few bucks.

Healthwise - it's been a hell of a week.  After the procedure on Monday, I ended up getting a pretty bad stomach ache.  I still have it.  It's a little better today.  I also have a stent inside of me.  The doc will take it out in a week; they said they needed it in there for me to heal from the procedure.  Meanwhile, sample has been sent to pathology lab for testing.  Yup.

Worry - why should I care?    

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